the first day of school after 9 months, i'm totally drained. if this is what the future days will be like, i'm so dead. fyp seems hard, pharmaceutics seem to require a lot of memory work. the other subject i don't know what's happening. 730pm evry night.

tired to the point of not wanting to argue, willing to pretend that things will be rosy in the morning after a night's sleep. lost my stand to express my thoughts long ago, and now, i just don't feel like talking. words cant do anything anymore. so i shall just let it be, and continue not knowing what i am doing.

-temporarily emo-